mEaNinG Of LiFE

Life Some people might say life sucks or life is full of shit While other people say life is beautiful or life is full of surprises I must say, I agree with all those Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it. Life is about sadness Life is about happiness Life is about pain Life is miserable Life is about loss Life is about smiling Life is about crying Life is about love Life is about laughter Life is about learning from your mistakes Life is horrible Life is dumb Life is awesome Life is depression Life is tears Life is sorrow Life is anxiety Life is Bullshit Life stinks Life sucks I could go on and on and tell you all about life But I'm not here to sort this out for you cuz.. Life is all about you and how you treat it You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you Life is you so be careful how you describe it

My Baby Boy, Mohamad Rizq Danish Bin Mohamad Rizal

Long time never update my blog...Aku selamat bersalin kan baby Rizq 20 Oktober 2009, jam 3.28 subuh..Berat baby 3.25 kg...Aku nak share pengalaman aku masa saat-saat dari terasa sakit sampaila aku selamat melahirkan baby rizq..

Actually, aku dah terasa sakit perut sikit2 pagi 19 okt..masa aku nak g keja tula..pagi tu aku sempat lagi kata kat kak aku masa kami g bekfes yg aku rasa mcm sakit perut..kak aku tanya nak g hosp tak..aku kata la rasa mcm sakit besa ja kot..xpela..esok appoimen dah ngan Dr.esok jelah g..mulut dia plak ckp, takut tak dan nak g apoiment mlm ni dah beranak..haha..aku pon truskan jela mkn mee kari pagi tue..

pastu aku dlm ofis plak..staf aku yg caring kata muka aku pucat..tapi mmg aku rasa sakit sikit dah..aku tanya la staf tngkt 11 tanya mak-mak yg berpengalaman rasa contraction tu mcm mana...then, aku rasa mcm yg aku rasa sakit tu, aku pun tak tau la..confius aku..aku sakit nak beranak ka apa ka aku pun tak tau...tapi tgh hari tu mmg aku tak larat, aku balik umah rehat...

hubby pun pesan dah, kalau rasa sakit nak beranak call dia cepat..dia tanya nak g hosp dak hari tu..aku kata plak tunggu dulu..rasa bukan sakit nak beranak kot..hahaha...

mlm plak, aku rasa dahh sakit aku makin lama makin terasa dan makin kerap..dah rasa tak sedap hati..aku bg tau husband suruh dia kemas baju dia..kot dia kena teman aku mlm ni kalu aku beranak..aku sempat la lagi minum air rebusan genggam akar fatimah n minum air selusoh..dah mak aku pesankan,., kalu sakit minum air tu..mudahan mudah nak beranak nanti...dalam kapla aku plak dah fikir plak mls nak g lagi nak tgk awan dania..hahaha...sempat lagi tue..tapi mmg aku rasa mcm dah sampai masanya...kami pun gerakla g jitra, hospital mahsuri..aku pesan kat hubby, takyah laju relax ja..sakit tak teruk..dan lagi tu, kami singgah mkn tepi jalan kat changlun..dia kata takut aku tak ada tenaga nanti nak beranak kalu tak mkn..tapi aku makin sakit dah time mkn tu..aku bungkus jela..

aku g hosp.check tgk dah buka 3 cm...hubby la yg byk bg aku semangat..dia temankan aku kat labor room sepanjang dari aku sakit sampaila nak beranak..siap pasang laptop tepi katil aku lagi...pastu tangkap2 gambar..lawak btoi...hubby aku tgk skali aku bersalin n azan kat telinga baby..alhamdulillah, anak kami sihat..muka iras sape pun tak tau..mata+idung mcm papa dia, mulut tgk mcm mama dia.hehehe..

Syukur alhamdulillah, allah berikan aku kebahgiaan..suami yang cukup memahami aku, dan anak yang membuat kan hidup kami lebih sempurna...mudah-mudahan, allah murahkan rezeki mama n papa dan dikurniakan kebahgiaan dunia akhirat..

Kepada Baby Rizq, baby ingat tau..mama n papa sayang sgt kat baby....n papa rizq jugak, mama rizq sayang sgt kat papa rizq..mama sayang kat dua2...muah....

Too Beautiful not to share

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated
everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She
told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a

before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires children but they're barren..

you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your

before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still

Back to University

Yes, you got me right. Let me see...well, I have been working for years in a government sector, I would say life is kind interesting and routine sometimes though I have reward this year. But, I only god rewards in title of VERSATILE STAFF. However, I really appreciate the rewards that been given to me. Thanks god for giving me some space to show my credibility.

Sometimes, I would think and wish I could go back to school and make life more determined and occupied. Nevertheless, I did not really take a single moment to think one step further seriously and in fact I do hate examination. That was my thinking last 2 years.

However, the same thought kept flashing through my mind and driving me to make it real recently when I have fiancée. We, plan to further our studies together. I am not sure if this time I will really manage to do it, but I did input some effort to gather relevant information for the courses from local universities. My husband further in CAS school and I was in COB school in the same university. Very happy, we went to class together.

Looking at the course structures, some of the subject really give me a fright, especially doing research.Again!!!. But, I still hav to face it. Furthermore I would have to sacrifices my leisure time after work.

I believe thing will go smooth till I graduate. Just do it, face it and fight for it.

Give me more time!

Just like the tittle, I really need more time!

This few weeks has been really piled up with heavy & tight workload, until I do not have enough time to blog and upload some pictures taken recently. You know, I have tons of drafted posting in my blog and have no time to edit and really compose what I wanted to. Like the posts for Lady First, poetry and more. Gosh, how could time is not enough when some people complain they have nothing to do? I feel life is so imbalance when I heard or see it within my sight.

I wish I could have more time to do what I like to do, but I am so tired and exhausted after work. And also I am not feeling well because of my pregnancy symptoms. I am very tired. Yes, really tired…

I am wondering, do I really have the stamina if I really want to further studies besides work? By the time I finished work, the sky already turned dark and I still have tons of works pending on my desk. Sometimes, I feel so pissed off and feel stress with all the assignment, chasing the deadline to get the assignment complete. I have no time to focus on others portfolio in hand, I do not really want to be a poor worker and feel bad for the poor time management.

Just sometimes, if I could have a little bit more time...and will not take away my quality personal life. Or else, life is imperfect and meaningless if it's only work, work, work. I’ll hope that, my husband and boss understand my condition. Studies and health condition. Really need their support.

My dreAM Car

Volkswagen Beetle

I believe everyone of you would definitely in love with this new beetle and of course, this is one of my dream car too! (Yeah, the convertible model is about killing me!Oh My God!)

The classic yet sleek design deliver its message for a modern motor-world.

Back to the future. Everybody remembers the Volkswagen car par excellence: the Beetle. With its unique shape and reliability, it wrote motoring history. When in 1993 Volkswagen succeeded in linking up with this history, everyone was thrilled. A driveable full-scale model based on the first design study, called "Concept 1", was produced for the 1994 Detroit Motor Show. At the 1995 Tokyo Motor Show, Volkswagen presented the "New Beetle" design study, by then almost ready for series production. Anyone could order it from 1998.

The new Beetle emphasizes its sportiness with an innovative interior. The stylish chrome fits well with the blue display lighting.

The New Beetle is a vehicle with character and extraordinary styling. Its harmonious curves make the car unique – from the arched roof and the windscreen drawn forward over the bonnet and wings, to the rear end drawn down low to the road. Its long wheelbase and wide track indicate strength. Classic details like the assist straps in the interior evoke memories of the old Beetle, completing the bridge between the past and the future of car design.

Desirable protection.
Maximum safety comes as standard in the New Beetle. The combined curtain and side airbags in the front provide protection against head, pelvis and chest injuries. And, of course, the front passenger airbag can easily be deactivated so that even the smallest of passengers can sit in the front passenger seat.

Engine, gearbox, electrical system
Engine type 4-cylinder petrol engine
Cubic capacity litres/cm³ 1.6/1595
Bore/stroke mm 81.0/77.4
Max. Output kW (PS) at rpm 75 (102)/5600
Max. Torque Nm at rpm 148/3800
Compression 10.5
Emission category automatic gearbox Euro 4
Gearbox, standard 6-speed automatic gearbox with Tiptronic
Fuel tank capacity, litres approx. 55
Alternator, A/battery A (Ah) 70/280 (60)

Weight, kg
Gross vehicle weight 1720
Unladen weight (kerb weight) 1240-1355

Top speed, km/h
With automatic gearbox 175

Acceleration from 0-80/0-100 km/h, s
With automatic gearbox 8.9/13.2

Fuel consumption, litres/100 km 1)
Fuel Premium unleaded, or regular unleaded min. 91 RON 2)
Urban 11.5
Extra-urban 6.5
Combined 8.3
CO2 emission combined, g/km 198

Exterior dimensions
Length/Width/Height, mm 4129/1721/1498
Wheelbase, mm 2515
Track front, mm 1507
Track rear, mm 1487
Wheel size 6½ J x 16
Tyre size 205/55 R16
Turning circle, m approx. 10.9

Exterior equipment.
• 4 “Houston” alloy wheels, 61/2 J X 16 tyres, 205/55 R16 with wheel security system
• Body-coloured outer rear view mirror housings and tailgate grasp strip
• Side turn signals integrated in outer rear view mirrors
• Side and rear windows in green tinted glass
• Body-coloured bumpers
• Colour-keyed door handles

Interior equipment.

• Unsplit folding 3-seater rear bench seat and backrest
• Clock and outdoor temperature gauge in interior mirror console
• Shelf on roofliner
• Centre console
• Bracket for first aid kit and warning triangle
• Cup holder
• Blue dashboard illumination
• Folding grasp handle on front passenger side
• 2 rear reading lights
• Front and rear ashtrays
• 3-spoke leather power steering wheel
• Leather handbreak lever
• Leather gearshift boot
• Driver’s and front passenger’s seat with manual height adjustment
• Reflectors in door area
• Centre and sides of seats with hole-patterned leather
• Front headrests with safety headrests system
• 2 rear headrests
• Front and rear floor mats
Turning circle, m: approx. 10.9

Life of FaSHiON

Lately kinda in love with jackets. All the while I love to wear jacket, especially when I went outstation in KL.That’s the time to dress up with jacket.
Now I would love more where I could match my dresses with jackets. Different matching brings a different excitements, and it does work pretty cool with a shawl and legging or long stockings too!

Fashion trend today is pretty hot with this kind of mix & match. Just take out all your last season dresses, especially floral dress, match with a plain colour or checkers jacket, it makes you feel brand new.

And of course, jacket with a nice fitting trousers also could be a must too!

Meaning of BeAuTiFUL

choosed my mother for ' beautiful'. I can proudly say that she is visually beautiful. She turns into 50 this year and yet everyone thinks she is in early 40s (haha_seriously!). Even if i look at her objectively, not as my mum and myself being a third person, she is the most beautiful woman i have ever met. Moreover, she is a person who possesses a matured spirit which makes her appearance more glow. She understands everything about our family and she supports us by sacrificing herself. I believe the word 'MOTHER' is the most beautiful thing because they are the ones who knows how to sacrifice themselves for others without the expectation of the reward. Relating to my work, I believe people is the motivation of the architecture and for me, she is my inspiration.