mEaNinG Of LiFE

Life Some people might say life sucks or life is full of shit While other people say life is beautiful or life is full of surprises I must say, I agree with all those Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it. Life is about sadness Life is about happiness Life is about pain Life is miserable Life is about loss Life is about smiling Life is about crying Life is about love Life is about laughter Life is about learning from your mistakes Life is horrible Life is dumb Life is awesome Life is depression Life is tears Life is sorrow Life is anxiety Life is Bullshit Life stinks Life sucks I could go on and on and tell you all about life But I'm not here to sort this out for you cuz.. Life is all about you and how you treat it You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you Life is you so be careful how you describe it

Give me more time!

Just like the tittle, I really need more time!

This few weeks has been really piled up with heavy & tight workload, until I do not have enough time to blog and upload some pictures taken recently. You know, I have tons of drafted posting in my blog and have no time to edit and really compose what I wanted to. Like the posts for Lady First, poetry and more. Gosh, how could time is not enough when some people complain they have nothing to do? I feel life is so imbalance when I heard or see it within my sight.

I wish I could have more time to do what I like to do, but I am so tired and exhausted after work. And also I am not feeling well because of my pregnancy symptoms. I am very tired. Yes, really tired…

I am wondering, do I really have the stamina if I really want to further studies besides work? By the time I finished work, the sky already turned dark and I still have tons of works pending on my desk. Sometimes, I feel so pissed off and feel stress with all the assignment, chasing the deadline to get the assignment complete. I have no time to focus on others portfolio in hand, I do not really want to be a poor worker and feel bad for the poor time management.

Just sometimes, if I could have a little bit more time...and will not take away my quality personal life. Or else, life is imperfect and meaningless if it's only work, work, work. I’ll hope that, my husband and boss understand my condition. Studies and health condition. Really need their support.